For past years I have grown so much from a child to adult but one thing for sure even before I was born God always guide me, that is a assurance for me. Thank You Lord for my life, sorry if sometimes I thought I don't like to live anymore and I hate myself, sorry Lord for hurting You! Thank You God for my years of being on my mothers wound, the years as me as a infant, my years as a child and to the time I start to walk and You stood still to see me, when I already kid, a tween,when I became teen and started to have a crush on boys, You were there watching, and to the time I learn to love to someone at the same time I met You JESUS, even I am so dumb to fall in love,You were there maybe allowing me to make decisions and commit mistakes not because You like it but You want me to learn from it, that someday I may use it! And You still there when I experienced my dolor at broken heart😭it really gives me pain so much that I don't know how to do that I remember there is only prayer I always recited to You, that You take away my feelings for him, I know when I am in those situation You are hurt to see me crying and do not know what to do, until I move on and find another man, You are still there!
Thinking my years to have You in my life , I am really ashame because I did things that do not pleases You but still Your amazing grace abounds within me. Oh God how can I thank You?
Sometimes Lord, thinking Your unending love makes me more condemn me because I commit countless sins😥😥😥 but I know You want me to love You more instead of hating myself, that You died for me because You loved me that much! That You are there ever since the world began!!! Thank You Lord🙏 thanks for my life, I may grow more with You🌹
-Miche-
